Maybe one day

Just had to get this off my chest. :\

Maybe one day i'll wake up
&& i'll relize that i'm wastin my love
on this boy who doesn't even care
&& it's not fair to me or him
because, he's lost his trust in me
&& now friends is all we'll ever be
I miss the times we used to share
All our memories no one can compare
what he has is so special
it's really unbelievable
it's hard to believe
because I dont believe in
things I can't see
but I believed in him && me
Well, maybe one day
he'll wake up && relize that he's
wastin his love on her that he could be
usin on someone else
&& maybe he'll remember me..
but I doubt it,
I doubt it
&& even if that does happen
I'll remember all the pain he put me through
left me cold out in the rain
&& he'll be like baby, I need you
&& i'll just stare, look away
think about walkin away
You'll take my hand
i'll push it away
You'll be confused
but then you'll remember
what you put me through
never loved someone so much
Never knew this was more than a crush
But, I can't take him back
no matter what he does
because he already hurt me
more than enough
I keep it inside
until it gets out when I decide
to let my tears fall to the ground
but thats not all
he hurt me, I hurt him
now all I can do is wait for him to turn around
as I sit here && frown.