Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Yeah, idk sometimes (naughty) things pop in my head.
Yeahh, idk don't ask. xP

I'm gonna strip for you,
your gonna strip for me
were gonna get on top of eachother
&& then were gonna scream
were gonna make some noise

(Chorus)
Hold on
slow down
never mind
your doin fine
just go farther
your a keeper
go deeper
go down

your my lucky pick
now i'm gonna make you sick
just come over anytime
maybe even half time
&& watch it go down
you'll see what i'm about
spin me around
pull me to the ground
now it's my turn for pay back
so just relax && lay back

Now it's my time for pay back
so just relax && baby just lay back

(Chorus)
Hold on
slow down
never mind
your doin fine
just go farther
your a keeper
go deeper
go down

Show a girl
your whole world

Give me the taste of suga
suga is what I want
your suga is what I need
so be a good friend
&& let me in
i'll go as long as I want
I'll go as long as I need
just give me..
What I want
be a gentleman && complete my dreams

i've figured you out
it's not a mystery
but baby, all I want is you && me

(Chorus)
so hold on
slow down
never mind
your doin fine
just go farther
your a keeper
go deeper
go down

You've really done it now.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Just relized somethingg..

He said this a while ago

"If I Saw You Now I Would *Hugz u*"

I just relized, that he did see me && hugged me ((:
___________________________________
&& I relized he waz my first love, && the first one to break my heart.
Way to go boy. :p

Friday, November 27, 2009

A few songz I just found that I wrote a while ago.

BREAK AWAY~Hannah

watching them hug & kissis the worst part
waiting for them to stop is the hardest part.
watching them break up is the best part
I found out why it bugs me so much
I found out why i care
I found out why i get so close
I have found the answer

(chorus)
it's because i like him
it's because i'm jealous
i don't know why but i can't pull away
even if he doesn't like me i still can't break away..

when he's with her my eyes are a blur i just can't see straight
when he has to go i always yell wait!
I found out why it bugs me so much
I found out why i care
I found out why i get so close
I have found the answer

(chorus)
it's because i like him
it's because i'm jealous
i don't know why but i can't pull away
even if he doesn't like me i still can't break away..

so tonight i'm gonna sneak away
when no one's lookin no one will notice i'm gone
it's something i need to do
i know he wants me to
I found out why it bugs me so much
I found out why i care I found out why i get so close
I have found the answer

(chorus)
it's because i like him
it's because i'm jealous
i don't know why but i can't pull away
even if he doesn't like me i still can't break away..

so tonight i'm gonna sneak away
when no one's lookin
no one will notice i'm gone
it's something i need to do
i know he wants me to

(chorus)
it's because i like him
it's because i'm jealous
i don't know why but i can't pull away
even if he doesn't like me i still can't break away..
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TOO FAR AWAY FROM MY HEART~ Hannah.

I thought of something I can do.
Something to maybe save me and you.
Mhmm
(Chorus)
Oh tell me why This is so hard.
Oh tell me why.Why were apart.
Did I, do the wrong thing?
Baby just tell me.
But the thing is I thought a lot,
and came up with this.

YOUR TOO FAR AWAY FROM MY HEART.
Your too far away from my heart.
YOUR TOO FAR AWAY FROM MY HEART.
But I’ve already hurt you enough.Enough to make you cry.
I just relized that I’m not gonna be alright.

(Chorus)
Oh tell me why.
This is so hard.
Oh tell me why.
Why were apart.
Did I, do the wrong thing?
Baby just tell me.
But the thing is I thought a lot.
and came up with this.
YOUR TOO FAR AWAY FROM MY HEART.
Your too far away from my heart.
YOUR TOO FAR AWAY FROM MY HEART.
I know I told you I loved you.
And I’m sorry but I don’t know If that was true.
I’m in love with Someone new.
Those 3 words just weren’t meant For me and you.

(Chorus)
Oh tell me why.
This is so hard.
Oh tell me why.
Why were apart.
Did I, do the wrong thing.
Baby just tell me.
But the thing is I thought a lot.
and came up with this.
YOUR TOO FAR AWAY FROM MY HEART.
Your too far away from my heart.
YOUR TOO FAR AWAY FROM MY HEART.
I’m sorry but I’m just not feeling the love.
YOUR TOO FAR AWAY FROM MY HEART.
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CAN'T DECIDE~Hannah.

I have a decision to make.
But the problem is I can’t make up my mind.
Can’t make up my mind. Everything inside of me just can’t decide.

(Chorus)
Who do I want to be my own?
Which one won’t let me stand alone?
Who do I want to be there when I wake up?
Who do I want to be there by my side,
Through all my problems I can’t hide.

I can’t decide. I’m unsure
I don’t wanna make another mistake
So I’m tryin my best, but once I decide.
Once I come to a conclusion.
I gotta make sure I’m not loosin the guy.

I’ve tried so hard, I’ve told him a lot
Some stuff I’ve never told anyone before.
So now I’m stuck.Outa luck.Waitin for my heart.
Oh ya know what I don’t give a f*ck!

He tells me he loves me.He tells me I’m the one.
He tells me that hes broken.
But I know inside that he isn’t.
He could care less.
He made this mess && left it all up to me.

(Chorus)

Who do I want to be my own?
Which one won’t let me stand alone?
Who do I want to be there when I wake up?
Who do I want to be there by my side,
Through all my problems I can’t hide.

Ohh, I just can't decide.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Happy Thanksgiving.

Happy Thanksgiving.
I'm totally thankful for my friends
&& my family. especially Travis,
Sean, AJ, Kristy, Amanda, && Chris

Well, Christmas is coming soon
I can't believe it, it feels like I
was opening presents like yesteday :p
Wish I was in New York for Christmas..
I bet it's beautiful..♥

Monday, November 23, 2009

Poem from Sean..♥ These boys KILL me but I love em (:

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
That would only make me cry
I had to give my first love another try
So i've fallen in love with you
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what i'll say
But i'll never stop loving you
Each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings for you are true
Just remember one thing
I love you!

Poem Dante wrote me..

You dont love me, but ah! do I love you!
it kills me that right now you have another!
Each day I watch the antics of you two
Happy hopping birds and say, why bother?
But I am chained to you as fish is to sea,
Or as the moon to Earth, or Earth to sun.
The thought of letting go so tortures me
That I would rather let my anguish run.
I know that if I wait you will be mine.
Such love as this must sweep all walls away!
I am your natural light, and I will shine
Till due rotation turns your night to day.
Until then, this sorrow will remain:
My hope of joy must be my source of pain.

Maybe one day

Just had to get this off my chest. :\

Maybe one day i'll wake up
&& i'll relize that i'm wastin my love
on this boy who doesn't even care
&& it's not fair to me or him
because, he's lost his trust in me
&& now friends is all we'll ever be
I miss the times we used to share
All our memories no one can compare
what he has is so special
it's really unbelievable
it's hard to believe
because I dont believe in
things I can't see
but I believed in him && me
Well, maybe one day
he'll wake up && relize that he's
wastin his love on her that he could be
usin on someone else
&& maybe he'll remember me..
but I doubt it,
I doubt it
&& even if that does happen
I'll remember all the pain he put me through
left me cold out in the rain
&& he'll be like baby, I need you
&& i'll just stare, look away
think about walkin away
You'll take my hand
i'll push it away
You'll be confused
but then you'll remember
what you put me through
never loved someone so much
Never knew this was more than a crush
But, I can't take him back
no matter what he does
because he already hurt me
more than enough
I keep it inside
until it gets out when I decide
to let my tears fall to the ground
but thats not all
he hurt me, I hurt him
now all I can do is wait for him to turn around
as I sit here && frown.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Round.

Round 1.
Lets have some fun
Round 2.
Me on you
Round 3.
You on me
Round 4.
close the door
Round 5.
Hope you survive
Round 6.
Take some pics
Round 7.
Were in heaven
Round 8.
Stay up late.
Round 9.
now your mine
Round 10.
Do it again x]

Friday, November 13, 2009

Thinking

Well w.e Travis doesn't like me anymore
so screw it! Were just better as friends
i'm over him. done. gone. erased from
my mind. DONE.

Stuff I made up in school today.

His heart is full.
My heart is dull.
His heart is red.
Mine is dead.
His heart is open.
Mines shut.
________________________
I've only got my heart set on one.
&& theres definetly a lot of work to be done.
________________________
You can huff && you can puff
but you won't blow your old lover down.
She will use straw, sticks, && bricks,
to knock some sense into that big bad wolf.
________________________
She's gaining trust
hes caught up in her lust
im all alone
totally on my own
once again, I have lost a great friend
im sitting here wondering
when will my pain end?
its all my fault
&& in the end
he was just another friend.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Sean

Okay, so I think I may be falling for Sean.
My ex's best friend. He says the sweetest stuff,
is there for me, calls me beautiful instead of hot.
I mean what kind of girl doesn't want that?
I know we went out as a joke before, but the truth is
I didn't really want that to end. I'm pretty much over
Travis since like 1000 people have told me he's not
worth it. So I guess we'll just stay really good friends.
Well to wrap this up, Sean's pretty dang amazing
if you ask me. <3 (:

Here's part of our convo.
Well, the parts that made me smile., (:

Sean: i think ur cool cute funny nice sweet
Sean: like if i had the choice to stay here or move there with u i wld chose u
Sean: ok wanna hear somthing realy realy korney tht might make u laugh
Hannah: sure.
Sean: ok no joke i would walk all the way to florida if i was allowed to to see you
im serious
Hannah: Aww. <3 (: oh wow, thtz not korney at all. another sweet thing comin from an even sweeter thing (:
Sean: like i would do all these things to be with you
Hannah: Aww ur adorable Sean
Sean: i would kill for you well uk what i meen
Hannah: still adorable
Sean: hot adorable nice naughty amazing hannah ;)
Sean: lol travis was such an asshole yesterday to u
Hannah: like every other day, what'd he say thiz time?
Sean: he was laughing about your cat dieing
i punched him and shoved him into the leaves for ya :)
Hannah: haha good he deserves that
Sean: just to let you know if any one were to say your are ugly or disgusting im alwuas here for you nomatter what you do
Hannah: Just to let u know, ur prob the best guy friend a girl could ever ask for
Sean: ur the best girl a guy cld ask for in my eyes
Hannah: Aww
Sean: if it was possible i actualy would want to be there with you when your cat is put to sleep
Hannah: God, jus when i think u can't be any sweeter it happenz
Sean: :0 i can be sweeter then candy
Sean: u dnt need to edit ur pics ur beatiful as u are
<33

Quotes;;

I've been falling in love && out of love lately.
I've been coming up with a few quotes on my own.
I think they are okay, not great.

Yes, I do smile. I've just been saving them for you

He's so weird; thats what I love about him.

Simple thingz make me smile, && ur one of those simple thingz. .

I have a lot of dreams, && i'm sorry but i haven't seen u in any of them. . .

Heart for sale: low cost, no refundz.

My heart isn't like a computer, you can't just click on delete history.

It's pretty stupid how much I like himIts pretty sad how much I care but it's even sadderbecause I know i'll never have him back but yet, I still don't give up.

"I love you" sounds better in ur head so please keep it there.

The best love starts out when your young.